This day is rather strange… Maybe the beginning of
autumn changed my mind, my mood and attitude to my life. At first I decided
that I want to start real autumn depression with tears and crazy emotions, but
suddenly something broke inside me and I understood that I am really a happy
person!!! I have a lot and have opportunities to have much more. So today I
analyzed previous 3 months, summer months, and tried to find my mistakes and
negative energy)))
This summer started in the place I wanted to visit all
my life. Italy. It was my main goal since last November after watching Eat.
Pray. Love. I had disgusting situation in relations with my boyfriend and Italy
helped me to understand myself. I’ve done it. I felt really happy, I was
walking along the streets with wide smile and was full of positive emotions.
It’s so pleasant to think about it now, this country could show me the taste of
life. And it’s veeery delicious!!!
Some more happiness gave me my new job. When I was a
little girl I was dreaming to be a journalist, but became a teacher, because my
parents were against my dream. I like what I do, I like teaching children and
adults and I do it with great enthusiasm, but every time I felt that it is lack
of something in my life and I want something more. One day in July I saw an
announcement about internship in popular Krasnodar Internet mass media. I
decided to try myself as a journalist and an advertiser. And I could do it!!!
Now I’m working in the best team with the best people and I’m so happy that I wasn’t
afraid to start something new.
One of the tasks on my new job was to make a
description of fountains in our city. I adore fountains and want to buy a flat
opposite one of them, so this job was perfect for me. I went there with
intern-photographer and his friend. It was too hot outside and everybody was
running through cool water jets of my favorite fountain. And I decided to
forget that I’m serious girl and was running in water like a child))) It was so
fantastic and I think it was the best day in August.
Now I understand that everything is in our hands. Only
we are the kings of our happiness.
Be positive, be happy. Love you so much!